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No one is ever going to want me

And here we go, now
(Step one, step two)
Over the bridge of sighs
(Step three, step four)
We will get a cross like Christ, crucified
(We fall through the floor)
It's like a birth but it is in reverse
(Fall through the floor)
Never gets better, always gets worse
(Fall through the floor)
One, two, fuck you!
I wanna feel like I feel when I'm asleep
I wanna feel like I feel when I'm asleep
I wanna feel





Little trouble girl

If you want me to
I will be the one
That is always good
And you'll love me too
But you'll never know
What I feel inside
That I'm really bad
Little trouble girl





Jenny, you're barely alive

And it's all the mornings
We missed for sleep
As the sun glides over our apartment
And it's all the subtle change in landscape and business
Reminds you of your limited time
This time you'll listen to the movement in your body
How it keeps on despite you and it frightens you
Cause you're barely alive





Orange peeler

You think of me, I'll think of you as a place, as a home
I hold onto your words like candlelight
You hold onto mine like a pantomime





You're a star

Scream it 'til your lungs are bleeding
High enough to touch the ceiling
Just another one, and maybe I'll feel better
Better, better





Sunrise, sunset

She raised her hands in the air, asked you
When was the last time you looked in the mirror?
Cause you've changed
Yeah, you've changed
Sunrises, sunsets
You're hopeful then you regret
The circle never breaks
With a sunrise and a sunset there's a change of heart or address
Is there nothing that remains?
For a sunrise or a sunset
You're manic or you're depressed
Will you ever feel ok?
For a sunrise or a sunset, your lover is an actress
Did you really think she'd stay?
For a sunrise or a sunset
You're either coming or you just left but you're always on the way





Sodus

Turn the station, there's something crawling in
The hounds are restless, you can hear them sing
The water rises, trembling as it breathes
You said you felt a quick shift in the breeze





Hit me right

I've been searching all my life
For a lover like you to fit me right





Poacher's pride

I shot an angel with my father's rifle
I should have set it free, but I let it bleed
Made it into taxidermy, hung it on my wall
On my wall
I shot an angel, kept it in my backyard
Hung it out to dry on the clothing line
Pinned above my bed like the cross
Of jesus christ
On the wall
And I know one day hell will catch up with me
And I'm sure that I will burn eternally





And I love her

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die





Please just stay dead

All the pets I’ve buried
Just wanted me to know
Sometimes it’s okay
To let a good thing go





Tsundere

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Asking for it

If you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you
And if you live through this with me
I swear that I would die for you





Don't delete the kisses

And here's the night bus, I have to go
And the doors are closing, and you were waving
And I like you, and I'll never let it show
And you won't wait, and maybe I won't mind
I work better on my own
And now I'm home, a little bit drunk
And I ask myself
What if it's not meant for me?





Jigsaw falling into place

Wish away the nightmare
Wish away the nightmare
You've got the light you can feel it on your back
A light you can feel it on your back
Your jigsaw falling into place





SUFFER AND SWALLOW

Feel your soul going limp
Every second, every second of it
Not with a scream or a sigh
Cut slits above your eyes
Make yourself so weak
Too bad that you can't spеak
I'm concentrating
Just get down on your knees
I want to take my time to break you down





The perfect girl

You're such a strange girl
I think you come from another world





I wish I didn't miss you

Wasting so many hours away
So many ways to waste a day
In this same city I hope you’re not
'Cause the town has shrunk to the size of my thoughts
It was so mystifying to see you so changed
I felt some certainty you must have died
Because how could I live if you’re still alive?





Everything is scary

Describe the way the sun hit
A tree you saw when you were ten
I think of everything
When I'm driving not knowing where I'm going
Hearing dogs bark
In your new neighborhood





Flutter

I’m heavy as a slug
Drag the body under the rug
Get out of my head
Can’t you tell that you’re dead
To me





Tragic magic

Tell me that you want to take away the pain





Lovesong

You make me feel like I am clean again





GB eating to GB whilst listening to GB

I think about you but
I know I'm not good enough
Have I built you up too much?
Now I can't say
What's on my mind in case
I go and scare you away





(I'm) Waiting for the sun

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CEASE AND DESIST

Promise me you're never the victim
Promise me you have to fight





Clench to stay awake

Tell me that I’ve gotta clench to stay awake
Tell me that I’ve gotta clench the pain away
Here comes the pain, I can blow it away
Find a way to cope for another day
Sharp pain coming on, I'm blacked out
Next time it comes, I'm not gonna back out
Run to the back, find a place to lie down
Get on my back, hope the pain will die down
Ashamed of my mind, ashamed of my body
From now on I'm in control





All she does is kill shit

All I do is deal with it
Talk myself through with it





The calendar hung itself

I drug your ghost across the country
and we plotted out my death
in every city memories would whisper
"here is where you rest"
I was determined in Chicago
but I dug my teeth into my knees
and I settled for a telephone
sang into your machine:
"You are my sunshine
my only sunshine
You are my sunshine
my only sunshine"





In case I fall for you

Oh I think I’m in love
In love with you
Nowhere else will I find peace but when I’m with you





Love in the Time of socialism

Maybe I was destined for philosophy
Leading leftist ideologies
At the Paris-Sorbonne
Dreaming up the splendid demise
Of the societies we despise
At Café de Flore