it was the day after when i finally felt your warmth again. i had been so lost, i couldn't recognize myself anymore.
the drugs changed me. and it was the day after when i saw you that mu heart broke in two. that was when
i knew, i had hurt us both. it was the day after the darkest night in summer, even at 11am the sun wasn't up.
when i lay in that bed in the darkest of rooms, with my dirty clothes on trying to sleep. i could only look out in
the dark, my eyes were unable to close and i felt the tears run down my face. i was certain i deserved it. i was certain.

i dind't mean it i didn't mean it i hated myself i would do anything to feel like someone else.

i would do anything to feel like someone else.
i would do anything to feel like someone else.
i would do anything to feel like someone else.